Well it's 5:29 in the morning when I start this post and I am high on excitment and pixie sticks. I can't sleep. Tomorrow will be new to me and everything I know.

I said goodbye to you people yesterday (today to me, it's still the same fucking day to me. I'm avoiding tomorrow. When I sleep, tomorrow will come and eat me. Damn, I'm tired, I digress. Hey, this parenthesis part of the sentence is longer than everything I've already written. SHIT! I'm tired) and hope I got to all of you. But now I willl only really exist online. I will only be words so I decided to leave some words to you (all 2 people who still read this) now before I lose a face.

1. Always sit by an exit.
2. Never trust a man who doesn't sweat.
3. Don't kill the albatross.
4. 42
5. [a speech from my dad] If you set a goal for yourself and you work at it to achieve that goal, then if you succeed, it is your success. It will be yours forever and no one can take that away from you.

But you can take the other route and mess up your life. Do everything wrong. Make a bad name for yourself and your life will get so bad that your failures will be with you forever and No one can take that away from you.

Goodbye, see you online. I'm Robert Fernandez.
heardRamblings.
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I was hungry this evening and I wanted a snack. Nothing too big. I didn't really want a meal or anything like that. I was looking in the refrigerator and found some imitation bagel bites. Except these were the healthy kind with vegetable innards and such. I got a disposable plate and placed 15 or so on it and placed it in the microwave. I set the machine for 30 seconds and I waited near the machine. When it got to 1 second I opened the microwave and felt that the small bits of food were still cold. I hadn't taken these from the freezer so I was a bit confused that these things were still cold. I placed them back in the microwave and set it for 2 minutes.

At 0:01 second, I opened the microwave again and saw that the plate was beginning to warp from the heat. I picked up the plate of food and when I tried one, I was angered that the food was still cold. Something wasn't right and I was angry now. This was supposed to be a simple snack and the food was being stubborn. I went back to the refrigerator, got out all of the imitator bagel bites and placed them on a real plate. I shoved everything into the microwave and set it for 12 minutes. That'll show the bastards.

At 0:01 second, I opened the machine and burned myself on the plate. I got a paper towel and folded it over itself 6 times. I then used it to pull the plate from the microwave like a chef who is pulling a special dish from the oven. But this was not a special dish. It was supposed to be a simple snack. I ate one and it was warm. I ate about 3 of them when I finally realized that I didn't like how these tasted. I ate about three and I didn't really want any of the other 27 I had made. But I forced myself to eat as many as I could because it was my fault that all these were made.

Odd.

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